we R the red devils:touch us if U dare

we were out, but we did not stick to the usual..
tonite
no mamak but a malay restaurant
EPIC

they have sports channel running on tv
and thank god, the game is not over yet.

Man Utd has been through lots of ups and downs, and despite the downs I believe that MU fans will never be laid on the line.
and today they really made me feel proud as a fan.
It's been a long wait, but at last Man U has been rising again.


Though, he didn't contribute in scoring goals, watching Ji Sung played on field is like the era of David Beckham is back on track.
U know, those days when u stay up till late at nite to watch the games wif ur brother ignoring that tomorrow you have mid sem test.
Days when you learned to say 'go FUCK yourself' cuz the opponent's being cheapskate, making drama on field to get penalty at the very last minutes before games end (just like today)
Days when you dont care about consuming carbs and carbs late at nite cuz you just love evry bite of it while enjoying Mr. Beckham showed off his famous kick, the corner kick (correct me if im wrong).
Days when you booed the kids who said,
'the gunners rock(nickname for Arsenal)'
And Ling, remember those days when we got first, being strikers and running across the field like crazy trying to get the ball n try to score goals.... i miss those days..we were damn determined to win the match and all...

I figured those days I missed have been returned back to me today when

Manchester United 2 Norwich 0:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/football/article-2044055/Manchester-United-2-Norwich-0-Anderson-Welbeck-United-top.html?ito=feeds-newsxml...

-lilwhitesheep7yearsback, xoxo-

GOOD GIRLS, GOOD BOYS;BAD GIRLS, BAD BOYS

I hate it

1. when you told her you love her but you love the other her too
2. when you say she's cute but the other her to you is beautiful
3. when you're with her but you were thinking about the other her
4. when you hug her and you smile but you smile remembering how the other her make you feel warmer
5. when you wished her after 12 noon on her birthday but u were the first person to wish the other her at 00:01 
6. when you say that you have date with your other boyfriends and you can't miss the game but instead you went out to Mid with the other her
7. when you were having your dinner with your girlfriend at Nando's but your eyes, its obvious that they were fixed on the girl across the room...
8. when i know you're having a girlfriend, its your third anniversary and you asked me for my number, telling my friend you like me,
9. hell, there's sooooo many things i hate about you
10. and guess what there's tons, well millions of my kind out there who have started to hate yours,
11. but its unfair to put the blame on you species cuz only your kind are jerks!

True, girls would commonly imagine their ideal type as someone who is
handsome,charming,smart,good at sports, tall, capable, strong, buff and (all the good qualities)
but at the end of the day, the only thing they care about and expect from the boys
is LOYALTY
which of course the boys had no idea about cuz they thought,
' i bought her with my good looks, and she loves it'
and they ended up  breaking the girls heart, turning the girls into one of them.

pernah terfikir x knape byk sgt perempuan cntik date or get married to lelaki yg cam biasa2 je?????

P/S : babe, be strong!
but babe;

' undang-undang tidak mengajar seseorang menjadi BODOH, menerima sahaja sesuatu, menganggap sesuatu itu takdir,'

8.am, criminal law class by Dr. Anita.

Basically, this is what I learnt in Criminal's class this morning. Satu provokasi itu boleh dijadikan satu dalihan tetapi hanya dalam kes bunuh.  Example given is someone presurring you for money. If you were one of those hot-tempered person, and the second party pressured you for money,you killed him; you can use provocation as a defence.  O.S.E and I exchanged glances when Dr. Anita mentioned this.Those guys shold be lucky we're not hot tempered. Just wonder if we are one.

But it's only useful for murder cases because if this kind of defence is acceptable in other criminal cases, the rate of rape cases would skyrocketed and predicted excuse;

'dia (mangsa) yang provoke saya, sape suruh dia dedah sana dedah sini??saya kan laki-laki, macamlah saya takde nafsu....'

Bare in mind people, a crime is always a crime, any kind of defense will only help reduce the punishment not protect you from being punished!

a lesson to learn : am i dumb,foolish or just simply stupid?????

a lesson to learn, a story to tell, a memory to remember, an experience to share.......

Let me ask you one thing, what can you get with MYR2O?
20 bucks for certain people could be a very little sum, 6.6% of their weekly allowance for their parents.
But for a person like me who did albeit at my mum's shop, other's mere 20 bucks are of big value; the commission awarded by mum for getting MYR200 sale which is equal to serving 8 customers with different attitudes, some were pleasant but some...you just wish they'd never come again!

 So, what can you get with 20 bucks??

• 2 weeks - worth topup
• 2 days petrol
• 2 days food expenses
• 200 sheets of photostated clj & mlj cases
• one semester supply of contact lens solution
• n more! 

And I can't believe i lost that precious 20 bucks for this

handmade lah konon!!!

My friend, O.S.E and I went to Midvalley this evening for a fresh dinner outside of UKM and already having a hard time getting out of the train when we reached Mid station as the crowd who were about to board the train pushed the frontliner in. We then managed to get a seat at Nando's and spent the rest of the time  shopping before 9. We were on our way to the Mid KTM to get back to UKM when two guys stop us.

O.S.E and I were like,
 ' sorry, we're rushing right now,
we seriously have no time
we've got a train to catch and many more excuses.'

But the guys especially the one in red were like
'awhile only a~
blahblahblah...survey......
awhile only'

and the one in red was like speaking very fast and we were laughing hard  to the way he spoke cuz we couldnt catch a single word he's talking and he IS funny in someway with the fat belly and all.
and next we realized we were taken to the sides and start filing out our names and all on the sheet of paper.

I realized there's this column written 'pcs' on it which stands for pieces before I figured that we have to buy something which only brought into mind the idea of paying or spending the penny I have in my wallet.

Wow! He asked me to pay rm30 to him man! I lied, telling him I only have rm20 in hand.
' cannot give me rm10 more meh,
20 ringgit for 4 points but rm30 for 10 points..
6 points more.. i need 25 points more'

WHATHEHELL????
u're asking for my money,i'm ready to give u 20 yet asking me for 30??????

'so what can i get for rm30 actually????'

he showed me a rubber pen.

HUH! WHAT????? this pen for rm30, ridiculous!

'handmade mah'

GO FFFFFFFFFF URSELF, MF!

I was reluctant at first but then hand him rm20; he's being seriously pushy. I dont know what got into me, its like I was hypnotised and they cast a spell on me and I gave my money away just like that.
Later do I realized how baboya I was giving him my rm20 for that pen , I asked him back for my money lying that we're taking taxi to UKM. Foolish, he'd definitely would never return the money , halina!

I seriously cant believe a 20-year old lawyer-to-be me can be so weak... I should have asked him...
Asked him whether their activity is legal or not? whether their company is operating under a valid liscence?
Tell him we're law student? we can report them blahblahblah...

WHY?WHY?WHY?

There's no use to cry over spilt milk. I'm already in UKM and may not be able to trace them back. But, I seriously cannot forget what happened tonight. I couldn't even take it that I give that 20 bucks away as charity. They just dont deserve that. All I can do is to warned YOU out there. Be wary people! Don't stop, dont turn back, just say, SORRY, IM NOT PAYING! Let them know you're not stupid and you know they're not doing survey but ready to persuade you to give them the money as an exchange to a pen you can get by the streets for rm4.50.

My whole life I'd remember this as a lesson reminding me how FOOLISH I can be!

i am abnormal, what about you?

im your cupid....

its been 5 months and 16 days since im gone and thanks to a 'doctor' im now back to life!

and throughout that period of time ive LOST:

1. my student's card and have to pay more than i should; train tickets,noraebang,movies,etc
2. my notebook which was stolen and hell there's tons of kpop songs, variety shows and movies+dramas i downloaded and received with much difficulty in it
3. some money stolen from mums shop under my care
4. latest updates from friends after my fb being deactivated
5. and friend's contacts after phone being reprogrammed and having trouble figuring out ige nuguya?

but compared to the things i lost, I GAIN more:

1. weight by 3 kilos (kekekekeke)
2. new friendshipS
3. money (helping at mums shop) :)
4. found my student's card hidden in the pocket of my luggage
5. new lappy
6. more and more i couldnt publicized them here
7. but best is TIME

          time for my family
          and time for me to finish:

• RUNNINGMAN
• CITY HUNTER
• SPY MYEONGWOL
• MY PRINCESS
• PRINCESS MAN :)

and there's this song from the ost of city hunter been playing in my head for months, i just cant stop it

CUPID-GIRL'S DAY

i'm your cupid
my boy i love you

jjaritaejin gibuningeol
ireon neukkim cheoeumingeol
mabeobe geollin geot gata
neol bol ttaemyeon

kongdakkongdak seolleneun mam
meoributeo balkkeutkkaji
niga neomu johajingeol
nado mollae

josimseureopge dagagallaeyo
oh i'm your sweety girl
nal anajwo
josimseureopge yaegihallaeyo
oh i'm your lovely girl
ni pume angin chae

hello hello you shiny boy
cupid u hwasari
nae maeume kok deureowa
neoreul bomyeon nan tteollyeowa

hello hello you shiny boy
dalkomhan useumi
nae maeume ssok deureowa
haru jongil nan tteollyeowa
you got my heart

my love my love my love my boy
my love my love my love my boy
my love my love my love my boy
my love my love

josimseureopge dagagallaeyo
oh i'm your sweety girl
nal anajwo
josimseureopge yaegihallaeyo
oh i'm your lovely girl
ni pume angin chae

hello hello you shiny boy
cupid u hwasari
nae maeume kok deureowa
neoreul bomyeon nan tteollyeowa

hello hello you shiny boy
dalkomhan useumi
nae maeume ssok deureowa
haru jongil nan tteollyeowa
you got my heart

oh shiny boy
cupid u hwasari
nae maeume kok deureowa
neoreul bomyeon nan tteollyeowa
you got my heart

my love my love my love my love
my love my love my love my boy
my love my love my love my love
my love my love my love my boy

 

TRANSLATION

I’m your cupid My boy I love you!
 

It’s an exciting feeling
For the first time I feel this way
As if I’m caught under a spell
When I see you.

My heart is beating vibrantly
From head to toe
I’ve fallen for you
Without realizing it

Carefully, I want to reach you
Oh! I’m your sweety girl
Hold me 

Carefully, I want to tell you
Oh! I’m your lovely girl
While in your embrace

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Your sweet laughter
Sneak into my heart
All day I’m nervous
You got my heart!

My love My love My love My boy x3
My heart beats loud,
leaning on your shoulder
Come on boy
You’re my boy Love my boy
My love My love (My boy)

Carefully, I want to reach you
Oh! I’m your sweety girl
Hold me
 

Carefully, I want to tell you
Oh! I’m your lovely girl
While in your embrace

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous

Hello Hello you shiny boy!
Your sweet laughter
Sneak into my heart
All day I’m nervous
 

You got my heart!

 Shiny boy!
Cupid’s arrow
Come into my heart
When I see you I become nervous
 

You got my heart!

My love My love My love My boy

WOW!

THEME of the DAY:
I gave you all I had and you tossed it in a trash, you tossed it in a trash.....
-Bruno Mars, Grenade-


Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not actually here to preach about a guy who gave his everything to a girl and was never appreciated, no,since when am I so holy.
For the past few months I've been sharing some memories and thoughts in Shuddup and Read and I guess now it's time for me to toss some part of my entries into the trash.
It's not an action to get rid of the evidence, I'm not planning to delete them entirely but now I'm healed.
I don't need a Baek Seung Jo, Bluberry Cake blahblahbla whatsoever and it's already been months that I'm over it. I'm totally free, free from a burden of liking someone, someone I myself am not sure of. Hehe.
And I dont think people will take it seriously when I wrote the letter, do they?
People
The one and only person that I forever love is Lee Min Ho
and Lee Gi Kwang
and  and Kim Soo Hyun
maybe not the one and only
.......

Speaking of the devil, life has been a living hell from the beginning of the semester.
Now that all the PBL (Programme-Based Learning) and presentations are over,

I'd to say,

it's been a while,
and I'M BACK
for Good...:)

kim joo won-ssi, dangshineun nega nugunji asibnikka?

Kim Joo Won-ssi, dangshineun nega nugunji asibnikka?

Me,
I am the person who use to crap about Baek Seung Jo vravravra.
But, that was the person I were last year and as I welcome 2011, I wanna stop searching for theperfect Baek Seung Jo and welcome Kim Joo Won :)

Now that I've become an ardent fan of Secret Garden, I'll be praying hard and hope that the God listens to my prayers and send me another version of Kim Joo Won.

Wish me luck, then.

an awesome day for the awesome loyar buruk

I know it would be an awesome day when I woke up late this morning(7.01a.m). Kelam kalibut kau! Brushedteeth,performedprayer,bathe,gotready,set and go,we're then off to KTM UKM.
Wednesday morning at ktm??Shouldn't we be attending classes in the morning of the middle of the week like Wednesday in particular?? But I tell you, today is particularly different because we have a special task to perform.Task that not everyone can experience and there's a lot to pay,seriously!

Our MLS a.k.a Malaysian Legal System's PBL a.k.a Problem Based Learning task is to visit to a court,let me remind you when I say pay a visit, they don't expect you to just visit and blah but again there's lot to pay,dude. We a.k.a the Loyar Buruk have picked the Session Court and frankly speaking there's nothing much to be brag on about Session Court if to be compared to the merrier High Court. But, there's a lot to brag about us and our experience.

We started the journey to Kompleks Mahkamah Jalan Duta at around 8.30 from KTM UKM and reached KTM Segambut half an hour later. Nothing extraordinary happened so far till we reached Segambut. Thanks a lot to the situation, we have to get down from the KTM to get a taxi cause KTM Segambut is not like KTM UKM where you can find tons of taxi waiting in line for customers near the KTM station but in Segambut you have to wait by the roadside and stop whichever taxi that pass by. And while waiting, we encountered a cute little dog who was abandoned by its owner.But eventually, how pitiful the dog could get is incomparable to my worriness, worrying its existence, worrying it circling us because I'm a Muslim and there's an obligation I need to oblige which is we can't get in contact with that creature and sorry Nisa you definitely have to 'samak' your pants cause that cute dog has been sniffing on it and three,two,one contact.

Okay, let's skip the boring part and fast forward to the moment in the Session Court. People,'people' used to say that if you want to find a husband, don't try a lawyer. I tell you, they ARE WRONG because you know why? We found that the creature in white suits and black coats who pull the black luggage-like case are mwah, extravaganza maammasita; something you should venture, in human beings language something you can say 'I Do' to. That's not just it, there's more. Remember during senior years, you saw this hotstuff kid at school and you just wished he's yours and you told your closest friend and they just smirk and said 'let's wait for the end of the day'??Remember?? Now, with a lawyer husband you can show him off to those who made the above statement before. Fin.

In the court, we found many kind of people, some smile and you thought they are sincere but later you found out that he's a criminal; some look tired and fed up because they know these people who deny to be at fault were the person who committed it, some looked happy because at last hahaha, they were released, some cried. Crying has always been related to sad because you cry when you are sad. It's a sad thing to to see those parents crying witnessing the court sentencing their son, their only son probably and it is true that people should always think about their loved ones and those who loved them before they do or plan to do something. But  I was wondering what if a person cried because he's pretending, pretending to gain sympathy??

ILOVESOFIAJANEBYBLACK

Not really a fan of local entertainment industry! Not saying that I'm not proud of the local music or films when I should be but I found them dull and static, static as in there's no immense flow that will happen in the local entertainment scene not even in 5 years to come.
Just look at how the Koreans can come out with brilliant concept of music with dance, groups rather than solo singer, and catchy musics and the props, the music videos, the fashion or theme of albums, the strategy of releasing mini album first,vravravra. That's beyond the Western's expectations I shall say. Just look at how these people can produced damn good songs and their music appear to be fresh and one of a kind. Even if the song is in English, it will still be recognize as Korean songs because people just knew it's the Korean music.
I'm not trying to be a bullshit who talks bad about her country's music and brag about others that did better but this is a fact that everyone knew, realised and nobody can avoid. It's a sad thing to know that even our neighboring country, ex. Indonesia is doing pretty well; Wali Band, an Indonesian male band is beingspreading love for their music all around the world. The European even made an English translation to their song, if I'm not mistaken. That's pretty good as a band from a Third World country. We supposed should be doing lot better, shouldn't we??

But, that was before, long before my mum and bro brainwashed me and exposed me to the local chapters and then I just realized that Malaysian's music is one fine art too. Trust me, the moment you listen to all the masterpieces of Audi Mok that he composed solely for Faizal Tahir, it just crossed your mind that, ermm, I have something to be proud of and like seriously you should listen to Sofia Jane by Black because I can't avoid admitting that that Sofia Jane is being played in my mind like for ages already.

And to show my support I didn't missed the AJL last night thought it rocked my spirit down when Ana Rafali was announced as winner. Not a fan but not hating, it's just that I gambled more on Faizal Tahir and Black because Black's vocal was superb when he sang Sofia Jane and the high note at the ending of the song, that's what we call MOF (marvelous,outstanding and fabulous).

So, previously on Melodi they were talking about how hard it is for Malaysian music to penetrate the Indonesian market. Very sensitive issue indeed.Talking about playing safe for the Indons and losing in a 'play fair' game for Malaysia. Hurm, and judging on how lenient Malaysia is to accept their every single song and help with the marketing when they refused to accept some of our songs, we can conclude that the Indons are quite selfish plus for them to say that the quality of their music is incomparable for us sounds pretty lame.They should learn the basic principles of give and take where you have to give something before you take something, and they can't even abide by these simple rule, then I'd say,

Malaysian, let's stop buying and listening to their music because we have ours!

Me as in Me

People of my race believe that you have to 'mandi bunga' to shoo away all the bad omens you might be possessing. And trust me, the last thing you want to hear in your life is ' baik ko pergi mandi bunga' because literally it shows that you're of no good and everything that revolves around you are just bad luck.

Have you watch Just My Luck where there's this hotstuff Chris Pine who always had bad luck and this Miss Lucky Lindsay? I have and I loved it how all the taxis stopped at her command. It's like, WOW! She's fantastic though apparently it's the other way round in real life.
To tell you the truth, how full heartedly I wish I was a Lindsay, but in reality, I'm the person my brother told to go mandi bunga and it's a bad bad thing.

I myself don't understand me. At least I thought I'm careful enough not to kick my mum's vase which I did. I'm the clumsy klutz you wish you'd never bump into.
And it sends my bro to his nerves end when everytime I was around, the t.v failed to function. It wasn't my fault at all but whenever I was at home, it'll always be raining outside in the evening and he couldn't go out and play.And I've been changing a total of 8 spectacles which I've stopped using when I was in Form 5 because my parents are tired to bring me back and forth to the optical shop to get me a new spectacles. All electronic gadgets in my hand such as cellphones, mp4 and pc or lappy will meet their end after more than 6 months being under my care.

And last Friday happened to be the end of my cellphone and I'm 100% sure that my brother is totally right. I need to go mandi bunga lah.

Beast Is the Best

I wonder how it's like to be part of a concert.
Is it merely like what we watch in the t.v or is it something frenzy,
at least I thought I'd feel alive and it's like being in a new fun world where you feel like jumping, heart leaps sky high and you just don't care what the others think about you. It's just you, the music and the performer.

You tell me coz eventually I've never been in one and I am serious.

There's always a first in everybody's life and the first concert I want to be part of hopefully is a concert of singers who deserve the penny I'm paying, singer I adore with superb performances. I don't wanna go back regretting spending money for ticket after the show.

It could possibly be Taylor Swift's, the girl who influenced me to get a guitar which I have been longing for long. But, maybe not, because if it's Taylor Swift's concert then there will be no jumping.
I would end up in Rihanna's if Chris Brown didn't cause a trouble. Thanks to Chris Brown, I'm still a concert 'virgin'.

I want
a concert that well, as Ive said earlier, I wouldn't regret paying later.
And I'm thinking of Beast. Besides 2PM and SHINee,Beast should be given credits. Just look at their albums. Always come up with a fresh one and their dance, superb, i tell you. Seeing how their Airline concerts went perfectly well in Korea, I totally wouldn't regret paying for that kind of performances. I bet my wish to do the jumping will be fulfilled if it's Beast.
And so, I skype with an old friend, a girl who helped me knowing Korean bizshow.
And we talked about the Digi Live KPOP Party 2011.
There are 4 minutes and G.NA performing and and there's OMG, Beast!

She's not going, and I'm not too.

I'm not lucky enough this time to be part of the concert but never mind, I hope there will be Beast sole concert in the future, and those who are going to watch the show, I envy you, and please send my hugs and kisses to Kikwang. All I'm able to do right now in order to erase this envious thing growing inside me is just watch them in Youtube :(

Being sought after doesn't make you someone better!

When we were 1,
we don't even know what are boys.

When we grew 6,
we know WHAT are boys. Boys: simply putting them in words (short hair, very naughty, always pull your hair,sweats alot and clothes smell like ughhh are boys) but trust me you don't bother much.

When we were in primary school,
our parents sent us to a non co-ed school (single sex school), and the only opposite male being we'd ever bump into is the Science teacher who grew mustache and probably has 3 kids and trust me again, it's UGLY.Even if you're in a co-ed school, you will only care about how am I going to beat this boy and be NO.1.

When we get to lower secondary school (which is Form 1 to 3): Starting of opposite sex attraction.
He's cute.
I think he looks at me.
Couple of days later, you found a letter under your desk and guess what? It's him, the guy who you think looked at you.
Next, you started exchanging letters and numbered them like in the Dear John. (From letter 1 to letter 53)
And sparks fly, but your feelings are still pure, and simple as the basic principle of love; you like him and he likes you, and that's already enough.

As you grew older, from 16 to an addition of 1, things changed: Development of opposite sex relationship.
He's hot.
I know he has this fling thing going on for me.
He walked towards you and you gave him your cellphone number.
Sparks could be flying but it's nothing simple.
You want every guys to do that. You want to be someone sought after by lots of guys.
You don't count the numbers of messages he texted you but you started counting who texted you.
And you feel happy, proud and complete satisfaction existed in your inner soul.

But, when you reached 18, 19 and maybe 20 like me this 2011.
Things were supposed to be different.
The way you look at all this lovey-dovey and relationship things.
The way you handle them.
Now, you're supposed to be maturer in observing every aspects of 'this' thing because you're no more in search of the hottest boyfriend to show off to your girlfriends but you're in the search of Mr. Right and the soul mate.
Despite how many guys texted you or called you, it doesn't matter, it is supposed to not be a big matter.
And you don't go bragging about them.
Because trust me, people at this age think maturely(if i'm not mistaken that's the word), they don't fancy you  bragging about how many boys called you. They don't even give a damn about it.
I don't.
Well, I'm not that maturer myself but I don't find you are super better when you did that instead I find you pathetic and it's sad to see that you are high school minded.

And
it's not good to smirk at her, and trying not to listen when she talks about the guy she likes, because I want to listen to her rather than listening to your craps because I find her story pure and well simply love.

And to the 'her', if the 'you' doesn't listen to you, come to me, I'll be here and we'll let her blow her own horn alone.